So here’s the stuff I really want to say. In alphabetical order cos I dont do favourites lol

Angie – You’re awesome, your husband and kids are awesome. I’m praying for the 2 of them who aren’t Christians and for your son too but I think he’s good, I hope he continues to listen to people talking about Jesus. I pray for all your friends. The one who didn’t want to be your friend is insane you seem really nice. I do laugh at you in my head because I’m like trying to explain something and we are on different steps not in Jesus but in life. Im like your biggest cheerleader right now cos you deserve the Christian dream.

Emma – You have a lovely home and I think you are a great parent. I’m sorry Kevin died. It really sucks because I know how much you loved him. It’s really difficult. I’m glad youve had people’s support. I believe in your boys and I believe in God’s timing in your life. I’m always praying for you. Matthew seems like a really nice man

Kate – You’re awesome. I dont know you that well but I respect you and you are a really good person to move to be closer to your mum and sister. I think I can get there slowly, ive done 2 loads of hanging this week lol hoping to remember tomorrow to do one. Im now editing this instead of putting on my washing

Lynne – I have a funny joke to tell you but might not be funny when I next see you. You are so interesting and wise. I think you have a lot of knowledge. Dont know you that well but it seems like you have a good husband and I’m praying you are finding common ground. I need to know more from you.

Jean – i forgot my alphabet and had to go back and check. One of the things I love about Jean is that I don’t think she cares in the nicest way possible. You are a woman who would listen then speak some sense and be like get over it. I respect you for that. You are also so so funny. You are the sitting on the toilet viral video. It’s been a month and I miss your face

Ife – awesome 💯 I met your mum she was also awesome. I dunno if the baby is born yet! I also don’t know if your husband is a Christian. Your two tiny humans are amazing. Can’t wait to meet the 3rd

Leanne – another awesome mother. I worry about Darren but I’m so pleased that Riley got baptised

Sarah – you’ve got it all together, you’re good and your husband is good

Susan – thanks for being you. You’re a bit like a rubber band. I think you like to help people a lot and its the ones that stick that count. Sorry I stick hard lol but who can blame me when you introduce me to these women. I really want to go to that place. I think ive got the plan. I probably need to stop telling men I want to die for Jesus but its the truth

To anyone who isn’t on this list, that includes Tracey, Sophie, Elsie, Fran, Pauline, Lesley, Celia, Michelle, Deliah, Ruth – these woman are all amazing and I’m proud to know all of you. Thank you for helping me even though I’m crazy and strange. All of you give me hope that there is good out there. I want to make you understand how great you all are. I miss seeing you all even if I barely know you

Johanna I missed you out on purpose because I havent seen you but I know you see me lol

Edit 1 for special mentions cos I’m tweeting a guy about Jesus because I want to make women great so Anna and Rachel I do also pray for you both. There’s too many good women who go to Church it feels like!